Share the Ride

for some reason i just can't let myself let this stupid blog page die. i stop using it for many days at a time and then i'll just be sitting here browsing the web and for some reason i fing my way back here. and then i can't leave without saying something, no matter how unoriginal or uninspired it is. no matter how i try i can't, i may think i've won in my own head by leaving without saying anything, but within the day i'll come back and say something. it plagues me incesantly until i do, mostly because of the fact that i couldn't put anything creative or worth while down and i feel the need to do so. even though i end up failing miserably. damn continual cycle... oh yea, this is out of nowhere but i had a teacher write a letter of recomendation for me today and the opening line was "John Deonigi is a prime example of what is right in todays youth". i've never heard so much bullshit in my life but it made me feel good.